They dug my grave they dug it deep
It covered my head it covered my feet
I lay there a motionless being
Without warmth without feeling
People say they're sorry and pretend to care
But they don't they weren't ever there
When I was here
All I did was live my life in fear
I feared of being loved
I feared of losing the one I dreamed of
When that happened I was done
No longer wanted to live on this earth wanted to travel beyond the sun
I wanted to die
I was tired of lying and crying the tears I cried
I couldn't bear to see you with anyone
That's when I decided I was done
I left this god awful world
I became a clam without a pearl
Buried deep in the ground
Were no one dared to come around
