Heart Of Suicide (Suicide Note, Final Poem)

by Extinct Angel   Mar 8, 2007


Love in this life
Keeps on pulling
Me down this lonely
Road all alone
I feel like I'm losing
The ground
I had gained
Fighting off
Thoughts of suicide
I try to believe in love
The more I do
The more i try to hide emotions
I begin to lose time
As the days pass me by
I wait and dream
But the way I
Live is hard
My tears fall hard
Like the rain outside
Like the blood form my soul
What do I believe
You say nothing could
Change our love
But weakness fills
My heart like the
Times before you
I forfeit this game
I was a fool to
Believe I was Strong
Enough to survive
I close my eyes
And pray that he hears me
And lets this life
End now with or without
Anymore pain
I'm sorry I made
You carry me for so long
It seemed so simple
To stand next to someone
This is one last poem
Of a dead poet who is no more
Take it all away
And tell me how you
Wanted it to be
A life without you
Made me wonder
Why I belonged
Now that I have it
The pain has yet to stop
Nothing will seem clear
I never thought I could feel this way
To be sorry for the friends
Who I have left
And for the one I loved
Is probably now dead
If she read this
Then She would know
How It happened
I took My own Life
This Is my last poem
Goodbye
I Love You All
*Cries*

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  • 15 years ago

    by Goth marionette

    The poem was so sad but u have to remain strong and never give up...Problems will be solved someday so u have to move on..
    Make sure that ur happiness or sadness will never make the world stop or change so Be happy and never care about who doesn't care for u...
    Life could be sweet and nice if u just wanted to change urslf first:)..
    Take care of yrslf plz..

  • 17 years ago

    by Just Another Chemical Romance

    Mike if your reading this i hope to god its not too late i love you, candice loves you, know this why are you giving up all this? you know im always there for you, through thick and thin i will be there. please i want us to keep in touch please do go where i cant see you, dont leave me you have no idea how youve changed my life without you i would not have been where i am today, you are to thank for that. its never over keep on living, fighting show all thise d**ks out there that you are better than them, survive, live be the person who you are and dont give a f**k about anyone else who wants to put you down. mike please i am pleeding with you not to do this, if you have and i never hear from you again i will never forgive myself i will be always wondering what i could have done to make it better and wished for that chance a million times over. i love you and i miss you oxox for you i would have done anything...im just sorry that its too late, where ever you go just remember im thinking of you and theres nothing in this world that can change the fact that i love and care about you. if you get this in time please just email me or send me a letter or just something i dont want you to go on hurting, i want to hurt, cry, laugh, scream with you.

  • 17 years ago

    by Fredy

    Wow, the poem is so sad. don't do it, you are one of the best poets in this web-site and it would be a shame to let go of that talent.

  • 17 years ago

    by xxxStarSxxx

    Problem. You WILL be able to fix whatever is so bad in your life. please don't do it. I may not know you but I can still love you.
    and if you do....(not that I'm encourageing it) peace be with you and be nice to people in heaven and tell a boy named Travis Parcia, Tyler loves him. and so does his whole theater class. I love you

  • 17 years ago

    by xxxStarSxxx

    OMG, okay I know I don't know you but you CAN NOT DO THIS TO YOURSELF! You have no idea how much it hurts SOOO many people! I've lost a friend this year that I was hardly close to and it hurt so much. I could not stop crying for days on end, and I never ate anything for a week. He's been gone for over a month but everything reminds me of him. Everything seems so empty and I hardly knew this kid. I never knew he exsisted until the beginning of the school year b/c I had a class with him. and a month later after he died, someone else decided it would be a good idea to go and shoot themselves. I didn't know them but it brought back so many memories of the day I found out that Travis died. You will hurt so many people, even those you never knew. You will hurt me, and I'm just some random girl that found your poem online. Please, I will give you all I have to give just to save you. Please don't do that to yourself. I don't know you but that doesn't mean I can't love you. Please don't do it. I started crying when I read your note. Suicide is contageous, if you do it you will hurt so many people, cause someone else to die and hurt those around that person and it will go on like a chain reaction. Remember, suicide is a PERMINANT soulution to a TEMPERORY