Dear diary

by xo kisses xo   Mar 10, 2007


Dear diary,
this pain is killing me
i wonder what would happen
will WE ever be?

i was obsessed with him
but now I'm apathetic
whats wrong with me
I'm alone and pathetic

I'm sitting on my bed
my heart is beating fast
i looked at the knife
and thought about my past

i look at my wrist
and think about the pain
the mascara on my pillow
where my tears had left a stain

i want to tell about the pain
that I'm going through
but diary your the only one
that i can tell this to

I'll take my last breath
and tell everyone goodbye
i put the knife to my throat
and take one...last...sigh

**i wrote this a few months ago when i was really depressed and was going through some really hard time...but things are going a lil bit better now**

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  • 15 years ago

    by Hurts Alot

    WOW!! Thats a really good poem!! I Liked It and I know how you felt i've had some hard times too so i could relate to it!!
    Laterz!!

  • 16 years ago

    by JEFF

    Very depressing sorry about your hard times, i think alot of us have those years in our lives we feel that way and think about taking our lives. someone once told me.

    No your path and it will lead you to your destination.
    Stray from the path and alter your future and place among the heavens.

  • 16 years ago

    by BECCA lessTHANthree

    Wow.. i really like this poem.. the emotion is so strong.. the dear diary bit is a little cliche..but still the poem was very enjoyable 5/5

    thanks for the comment on my poem ;]

  • 16 years ago

    by StormXclusive

    THAT POEM IS AMAZING...I BET MOST OF US HAVE HAD FEELING LIKE THAT BEFORE...GLAD TO KNOW YOU'RE BETTER NOW.

  • 16 years ago

    by Mihaela

    I like a lot this poem.And i'm happy that you're ok now.Congratulations.you're a talented writer,so keep on the good work.Take care of you,Michelle XxX

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