A short life unlived

You said how much you liked me
but i know now its just a lie
a way to feed your cravings
a way to help the time pass by

now im feeling hurt and broken
used and all alone
i'm calling out for refuge
but no one seems to hear the phone

i want someone to love me
i want someone to care
i want someone to hold me
i want them to be there

i feel like giving up
i should just throw my life away
i should just close the book
and end it on this day

the diary of a sorrowed heart
a girl afraid to fly
a girl whose world could fall apart
a girl who chose to die