Ejaculation.

You better watch out what you wish for.
when you wake up in your make up
and it's too early for that dress,
you lose the day to sleep again,
but we'll set you straight tonight.
when you search the clouds for stars,
and you all you get is city lights.
find the rage that runs right through,
engage the thoughts that hit so hard,
they'll be the ones who see the stars,
we'll call your fists their gratitude,
because they all deserve a riot.
they tore the petals from your veins,
they're all the same, they're just the same,
don't look back into the sun,
I've been running far too long and I've,
successfully not seen,
all the things you hid from me,
beneath the buttons on your raincoat.
I've been meaning to tell you this i just,
misplaced the words but now i must,
in case you don't show your face no more,
there's a hole in heaven i can't ignore,
and it looks a lot like rationale.
every gross miscalculation,
placed themselves in these photographs.
on the window are your fingertip marks,
these four walls won't forget your name,
they'll just ignore what you say you are.
and i want to say that i know these things,
will all blow over when light sets in,
but that's not true,
i know a lot more than you think i do,
and i glorify the fact I'll be much more
than an underestimation.