Why

Everything I always wanted
Everything I don’t have and need
Why does this make my heart bleed?
I look at the things around me
Why has things changed around me
Why did I not see this coming?
Why is my life so black and white?
Why can’t my life be bright?
Why is everything in sight?
But still a life time away
Some say I am lucky
I don’t feel lucky
I must keep it at bay
I must walk away
I need to walk away