Love Is Pain

As I sit here by myself
I feel so alone
That's why I'm not talking
Or picking up the phone

My mind is thinking what to say
As tears roll down my cheeks
My heart feels so cold
And I can't find words to speak

Remembering how I used to love you
And how I always use to think of you
Now I don't know what happened
Because I am so very confused

You're so stupid
Because you never saw what was right in your face
You never noticed me
And that's why I'm not okay

I tell everyone I'm over you
But I know it's all a lie
Because how come every time your name pops up
I feel like I want to cry?

I don't want to admit
I'm still in love with you
Only I know
That me loving you is true

My world has fallen apart
And I just want things to be the same
It seems like you think
This is all a little game

I've never felt this way before
My heart never felt so broken
No one seems to see
That I'm hurt and not joking

I lie down and think
If all of this can be explained
As I cry into my pillow, I silently think,
"Love is pain,"