Vacancy [You're Welcomed]

If only I could write the rights words
The ones that don't sound absurd.
I would talk to you so eloquent,
So you will know my full intent.
But, I am sadly not like this,
My first impression was a miss.
I choked up and slightly stuttered,
My mind was completely cluttered.
The words of profound perfection
Will let me show you my affection.
I try so hard to impress,
With the thoughts that I confess.
So, when I write the right words,
Please don't think that I sound absurd.
I will still write with this pen,
Until I don't know when.