Desire

You will never know.
you will never know how much i desire you ,
you will never know how much i cared.
you will never know about the emotions i have for you
the truth is you never even cared.
when i talked about him, it was really you who i was talking about.
When i told you that i was okay
it meant that i wasnt okayy .
For you have mad me miserable.
and life wouldn't been perfect without you in it
soo here i am lost trying to find the courage to tell you what my heart is willing to share