I let them go

Im not who you think i am,

deep inside i hide a lie,

every day poses a threat.

will i speak the truth.

or will i hide

i know you see me as some sort of idol,

a teen whos over come so much

but deep inside im so scared

of loosing you

of loosing touch

i know you will never understand why

or even what i though

but tonight i must leave you

i have to go my secret is too much.

please i beg forget you knew me,

forget that laughs forget the tears

im not worth you sorrow

im not worth your leers

as you stair down at me

realize i am defeated

and i am human just like you, why would you put that responsibility on my sholders

im no goo roo

i know no more than you.

so i end this note with love,

i think its love i do not know

remember not me but my message

the world was too much, so i let it go

Il always love you though