My mind and heart

When I walk past you
I ignore you
When you wave at me
I tried to not wave at you, but I did
How can I tell you out of my heart?
How can I tell you?
It is going to be hard to explain to you in front of your face.
That's why I am writing you a poem.
My tears are still rolling down on my cheek every night.
My heart wants to say something
Your voice never tell my heart the truth of how you feel about me
Just let your voice go
Let it speak the truth
My mind want to know
It hurts me in deep pain
My hand always wipe my tears away
Wish you loved me
Wish you loved me more than just friend
Even through I can't be yours
I am sorry
That's all I want to get my angry feelings out of me
I don't want to be on the fire, anymore
I don't want to be on the ice, anymore
I just want to feel like the birds
Feeling the winds
Feeling the clouds
Trying to ignore you
Trying to forget you
Trying to not let my tears drop
Trying to pray to God in a quiet voice
Trying to get you out of my mind
I am sorry
I just want my words to let you know
Not in a mean way
Not in a bad way
Even through I just want to remind you
My mind is getting tired of you
My heart loves you
My mind is trying to erase you
My heart says, "Don't earse him. You love him"
I am tired of feeling the pain
Get my feelings off my chest
Now you know how I've been in pain