Me

I'm guessing I'm blind
I'm prone to not see whatever is right in front of me

I don't see what others see about me
They call me stupid
But I call me well me

Not everyone gets it
So I wouldn't be surprised if you don't understand

They think I'm disappointed when I'm really not
They think they know what I'm Thinking
But Guess what!!
They're WRONG.

There is one thing that they are RIGHT about...
And that is I'm not myself!
I try to please everyone
And end up pleasing no one

Some want me to stop being that way
Others don't know.

Should I change or should I stay the same?

My intuition says to change...
So I'm going to try!

I should start by finding true friends
Not with people who control me
Or talk about me behind my back

They think I'm clueless
They think I don't notice
Well I do
I regret being this way
So I'm changing
And finding the real me
Who ever doesn't like it
Doesn'need to know me!

**This is about my life and my friendships and relationship, with all the complications like backstabbing**