Hatred

It just does not work,
It does not exist.
This eternal love that was supposed to be.
You kept telling me you would not LIE,
saying you would always hold me.

But what happened?
You LIED and are with her now.
You broke me more than you know
I keep telling myself to forget you
But, my heart would not let go.

You stop talking for a week
Then the next week you talk again.
Expecting me to LISTEN!
Hurting me worse than ever.

Just stop you don't love me
You never have and never will
I HATE you more then even I know
Its there under the surface of this lie

You held me close and I loved you
You were the one who held me up
Told me you loved me YOU TOLD ME!
I cant do this just cant hold on any longer

I give up she can have you.
When you realize you love me
DON'T come crawling back
Saying you love me I wont take you back

It wont work, all this HURT you put me through
You cant keep doing this telling me you want one last date
Saying its because you know I still love you..
You know what I do I admit it.

But I will put a smile on and forget it even happened
Thats what I'm supposed to do. Just forget all you were to me
Everything I was to you. I guess I was nothing just another girl
Well I held myself never let you DEGRADE me.

How does that make you feel. That I never BROKE
I know I feel better knowing that it did not happen
You tried your hardest to have me.
Guess what It did not work.

Note: i was listening to "our" song when i wrote this.. its a bit emotional.. lol
i know it has grammar problems.. i just write i don't worry about grammar or punctuation.. so if you see a problem and feel the need to have me fix it thats ok i guess.