You Don't Understand

All I want is for you to make me happy... and you do,
so why is it that you're so blue,
when I'm with you I love your warm sweet touch,
but when he's around, you flaunt me too much,
don't worry, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon,
I'll stay with you and look at the moon,
please don't be upset,
I promise, he's no threat,
I won't say those words again,
really, he's just a friend,
stop all your pouting or I'll end my life nice and slow,
I'll cut deep into my veins, and run into a wall, it could knock me out with just one blow,
sometimes when you get angry, I feel like I could bash my head in, or starve myself so I could be ugly and thin,
the only problem with you, is that you don't understand why I'm so confused,
I want to be with you, but I don't want to be used,
he makes me happy most of the time,
but when he doesn't, I just have to pretend I'm fine,
so please understand....
All I want is for you to make me happy... and you do.

(I wrote this poem about my best friend and her boyfriend and looking at it from her point of view and some of the things she told me. Plz comment/rate)