Toung-Tied

I feel so toung-tied
Like someone's tied it down a hard knotch
I can't say the things I want to say
It's so easy for some but I struggle every day

Many people see me as the "quiet person"
I wouldn't disagree if they thought of me that way
I know, I don't say much unless I'm adressed to
Failing to break out of that habit makes me feel blue

I thought I would first take baby steps to escape
Though it's been months too long since then
Somethings just take time to achieve I say
But it seems like an excuse nowadays

I'm not afraid to fail because I already have, for months
It's the same old ghostly face I see in the mirror which I fear
I do not want to be invisible or a blob in the corner anymore
I need to let my voice be free and kick fear out of the door!