In Ruins

I have been spoilt
No one stands a chance,
In my heart now I feel this,
No one can match up to you
No one can make me feel the way you do,
That first moment I laid eyes on you
I knew in an instant.
It was like electricity through my body.
Oh what have you done to me?
Others pursue me, want me,
I think about trying to talk to them
But thinking is all I can manage,
And I have considered
Giving them a chance to know me,
Perhaps let them in,
Be more welcoming,
Not be so unapproachable
But I cant,
I cant do it.
I dont want them.
I look at them and I see all that is not you.
I feel nothing with anyone,
No magic no fire no desire
No you.
You have spoilt me,
And even though you do not want me anymore,
I am cursed for sure,
No one can match up to you,
Nothing moves me or stirs me.
And I dont want it too..
I dont want to let anyone else near
What will only ever be yours,
My love I am ruined.