A mother and Daughters Love.831

I fell asleep tonight,
crying from whats been going on.

Sometimes I just feel like you
dint understand what I'm going through.
I'm a teenager, in high school,
though you treat me like I'm two.

I thought about it for awhile
and I think I understand.
You wanna make ure husband(my step-dad)
happy and I'm not perfect, I'm not following his lead hand.

But its OK, I'm not mad at you mom
I feel what your scared of,
and I'm here for you
I'm here to stand strong.

But do you ever feel like
he's pushing you around?
Do you feel any hurt or the sharp
pain of being pushed to the ground

I know you hurt cause I see you cry.
Why do you insist on trying to make him happy?
All he does is push me away.
He's trying to pull me and you apart!

I'm standing strong and only for you I will.
But let me tell you this...

The very minute he lays a finger on you,
Shandon or Leann is the minute i walk out of
his life and I'd hope that you'd come with me!!

*I love you to death mom but i don't feel i can
hold on any longer. He's making me hurt in so
many mental and physical ways you dont even understand and right now, i feel like you never will**