Shot, No Wound?

Its feels like I've been shot,
But there's no wound,
My heart, Explodes in tears,
There's no blood to be found.

Why is this?
This will be a mystery,
Only, a few will know why
I wont live in misery.

Who knows what will happen,
My mind is like a backed up freeway,
From a lost, Loved one,
Maybe, the pain will fade away.

There are times,
Times when I, just want to break down and cry
But instead I sit
Sit in my room wondering why.

If only I could...
Reach out to you
To say, what I've always wanted to say,
To say...I Love You