It is over..

It wasn't my fault
that i cried
it wasn't my fault
that i tried

i tried to be
what you wanted me to
i hated me
all because of you

it was your fault
that my dreams were tied
it was your fault
that my tears never dried

i am sorry i can't be like her
cause i am me,
i am sorry i can't be like her
that beauty..

why is she everything
why is she the best
why am i nothing
am i like a pest?

why is she great in your eyes
why is she always first
why is it you don't hear my cries
why is it me that feels cursed?

you always side her
you always do
you said you love me
is it true?

i used to cry with sadness
feeling sorry for myself
i used to look for help
when i fell

but now i don't care
cause you never did
i didn't used to dare
i only hid

but now that time is over
and I'm happy
my wounds have yet to be recovered
did yerr hear that,mommy??