Its To Late

My eyes got watery
My heart beat faster
My hands started to shake
My breath was taken away

She is gone...
I lost her
She is never coming back,
I dint even gave her a hug
Or kiss goodbye,
But now
Its to late....

I never cried for a female
Until this day,
never showed my tears
Or a weakness
Until today..

My..
My mother is gone
she is dead

Sorry mother for the bad things
I did or said,
Once a year hug and kiss
But you deserve them every day
Not just in your birthday,
You where my every thing
I wish i could of told you
How special you where to me
But now
Its too late...

I wish i kissed you ever day
I wish i had hugged you every day
i wish i maid more time for me and you
Always busy with my Friends,
I have a bunch of fun stuff that we could do,
I wish you could read this poem i maid for you
But now
Its to late....

I miss you...
God i want her back
Take me instead,
My family need her more then me
Am the black sheep of the family
No one cares about me
I have nothing to live for,
I feel dead any ways
But now
Its to late....

God hear me speak
God felt my pain
He gave her back to me

I woke up
Every thing that happened was a dream....