[[Last year, my dad died, and I went into severe depression, I've gotten over it now, thanks to Prozac and support from my bf...]]
I can feel the feelings again
And I can't seem to stop crying.
Emptiness, Worthlessness,
Always seems to kill me.
My heart no longer flutters,
and my mind remains dull.
Its like I'm pushing on a frosted glass,
But I cant seem to break through.
Even for this poem,
I cant find the words,
My heart doesn't want to speak,
Its withered, fading away.
I'm not sure whats doing it to me,
But I cant think back to the day before.
Lonely.. Empty.
I don't want to go back to the hospital.
He tries to help me, he loves me,
But its hard to cheer up.
I have to force this smile on my face,
and these kisses can't do a thing.
I cling so hard to what I have,
trying not to fall again,
but here I am, the bottom again,
and what can I do this time to get out of it?
