Always

I try to laugh so the hurt wont show
keeping myself busy to ease the pain
but no matter how I try to hide it I cant
avoidng sadness is like trying to outrun the rain

It hurts when you say Im not that guy anymore
you say things to push me away
but just at the point when I wanna give up
you give me a reason to stay

I dont know what game you're playing
but I just want to play it fair
so please dont toy with my feelings
coz maybe one day I'll no longer be there

If I wont be there to say I miss you
what if I wont be there to say goodnight
will you hold my hand to say you love me?
or would you just want to start another fight?

Its not that hard to love you though
the hard part is to make you love me back
coz you never seem to give me a break
you never cut me some slack

Im trying to joke around all the time
have you noticed I wanna make you smile?
coz through the hurt and the pain I can feel
seeing you happy makes it all worth while

So never think Im just gonna give up
you know that I dont want to
but yet it hurts so much that no matter what you do
I'll always be inlove with you!