I just realized

I let your words
Get into my head
Now my mind unfurls
And i feel like i'm dead
I can't believe that
I let this all start
because every word you said
I would take to heart
"You're ugly", You said
"A waste of my time"
"You aren't worth being fed"
I don't know my crime
I'd cut everytime
Your words stung me so
And my blood would sting
But would never show
But i am okay
I've healed my core
each and every day
Your voice, i ignore