Forbidden love

I was this kid
this lonely,innocent kid..
I didn't know why I lived this world,
my parents abandoned me...
no one cares with this little kid crying on the street,
until one day an angel came
She came and she cured this dark and lonely heart
She taught me how to laugh and how to love
She fills up this heart with warmth and happiness
She's everything i could ever have..
I was plain with no feelings inside
but now when she's not around I'm miserable
Then, i realized i fall for this angel
She's older and more mature and
she's someone's girl..
But I know I can't stop this feeling,
just so I can accept and admit this fact..
It hurts,yeah this is the one feeling that i learned myself...
As time passed by.. i know i love her more and more..
and i know i have to stop this feeling,
but how??

ps: thank you for showing me life, my teacher my best friend V