Thats really sad! I love how you used your words! I am so sorry that you have to go through that! I don't know what its like, but from your poem I guess its hard! I really hope things get better for you!
" i would dream of happy times, the fairy tales you told me and small nursery rhymes, then i woke up screaming because i remember you not there but i still scream "I WANT YOU DADDY" this part i can interprate in so many ways, it reminds me of alot. Nice work