I'm Sorry...

~I'm sorry I'm such a bad daughter that I make you feel like crap all the time.
~I'm sorry that you're miserable because I don't have a job to help out.
~I'm sorry I'm such a bad person that I don't deserve his love.
~I'm sorry that all I'm good for is to be yelled at.
~I'm sorry I'm not up to your standards.
~I'm sorry I don't deserve you.
* Leave me now. Just let me die. No one would care.*

~I'm sorry I let down my walls for him.
~I'm sorry I always make you feel guilty for the things I do.
~I'm sorry I live.
~I'm sorry I'm not good enough for him.
~I'm sorry I exist.
~I'm sorry I'm such a burden to you.
~I'm sorry I'm not more like you want me to be.
~I'm sorry if I don't change who I am enough for you to notice me.
*I'm sorry I exist. I shouldn't deserve to live. Kill me now.*

~I'm sorry I clean EVERYDAY and the ONE day I'm tired...you hate me...I'm sorry...I hate me.
~I'm sorry I have to be reminded everyday that I'm unwanted.
~I'm sorry I make you so depressed everyday.
~I'm sorry I'd go through Hell and back just for him...and he doesn't even care...
~I'm sorry I don't deserve him.
~I'm sorry.
*I'm sorry I live. I just want to die.*

~I'm sorry I ever felt that emotion called "Love".
~I'm sorry I'm only human.
~I'm sorry I don't exist to be known for all the good I do.
~I'm sorry...I wish I was dead...that way I'd be known for the "perfect" life you THOUGHT I had.
~I'm sorry its too late to change...
~I'm sorry I cant be HER.
*I thought you loved me for me. I guess I was wrong. Again. I'm sorry.*

~I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
~I'm sorry you think I'm such a horrible girlfriend.
~I'm sorry I deserve not even your love.
~I'm sorry you only see my flaws.
~I'm sorry you think that flaws...are all I have...
~I'm sorry all you see...is me...
~I'm sorry I exist...
~I'm sorry I burden him with my silly little stupid dreams of a future with him.
~I'm sorry I tried to keep us together. When it was obvious...you didn't want me...
*Take me now so I may not burden anyone else.*

~I'm sorry the only time you can think of the good in me is when I have to remind you that it DOES exist in me.
~I'm sorry I sound as if I'm just doing this for attention.
~I'm sorry I care what you think.
~I'm sorry I feel this way.
~I'm sorry I have feelings. Maybe if I didn't I wouldn't care anymore.
*Just ignore me like you always do*

~He said he's happy now that I'm out of his life...
~I'm sorry he feels that way...
~I'm sorry he felt distance...was everything...
~I'm sorry you're reading this and think it's all a lie.
~I'm sorry you're reading this and think I'm still alive.
~I'm sorry you're just now realizing that I do exist...because the me you once knew...is dead...
~I'm sorry...I told you I wanted out...
~I'm Sorry...I fell in love with you and yet...I stil love you

*-*I lost him... I want to kill myself...but I don't want to die...Does that make sense to you?*-*