My Last Poem

I feel as if i'm living my last days
And I have to say
This would be my last time
That I can prove myself for what's mine.

He's got me in a headlock of mistakes
And i've become one of the fakes
I cry in my mind to just say what i feel
God only knows that this is my last meal.

Come on! just say it, say you've gone
Say you've faded and this will be my last poem.
I want it, just give it to me
My voice is lost and ME is who I want to be.

My mind is mashed with corrupted words
And now i'm just one of the girls.
So i feel like i'm slowly dying from all the pressure
Must they say " that's the death of her "?

Keep a smile on and you think everything will be alright?
No, they know you're locked up tight.
My essance has seeped away from my body
I'm just a shell walking just try and fix me.

I have to say that im not coming back as me,
Unless i change who I want to be.
Tell your friends what's to be known
Because baby, this is my last poem.