The Shadow!!!

by Kristen   Sep 6, 2007


Wherever I go.
The shadow always follows.
Never leaving me be.
Every choice I make,
I'm afraid the shadow will see.
Every turn I make,
I'm worried the shadow will be.
Every person I love.
I'm afraid the shadow will take.
I'm so scared to live,
Because everywhere I go,
The shadow is always there.
Clawing at my sanity.
I've fallen far past paranoia.
'cause every time I think,
You're always there to scare me.
You see,
My shadow will not leave me.
It's always there.
Because my fear of the shadow,
Overwhelms my soul, mind and body.
The doors of home,
Do not bring hope.
For the shadow is always there.
Awaiting my return.
Accusing me of things,
I've never done before.
The shadow brings,
My pain,tears and blood.
The shadow drives me to insanity.
Filling me with fear.
Fear of love,people,life.
Never helping,always cutting...
Deeper into the darkness.
Stealing my only light.
Happiness I never feel...
Forgiveness I never say...
The shadow tears away,
Every part of my being.
Stealing my love for things.
My happiness...
I'm doomed to be afraid of the shadow...
The shadow that never leaves.
I sleep in fear,
And wake in fear.
Afraid the shadow's hidden,
In a secret place.
Every time the phone rings...
I'm scared the shadow will hear.
Afraid of who it is...
I pray for the years to go by.
And hope the fear will fade.
But the days go by minutes...
Time never speeds up.
So my heart deals with fear.
But the fight gets harder,
With each passing day.
The pieces of my heart slowly,
Fade away.
As I too, slip into the darkness...
Of the shadow.

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