I hear screams all around me and I'm screaming,
Love doesn't live here, corruption is whats residing
Every time I close my eyes pain surrounds me, ever so abusing
I look up to the heavans, but I don't think you're looking back at me
This is what I mean by hurt, because you'll never know
Just leave me alone, I know what you're thinking
"Don't look back at me, I'm not what you need
I'm always hurting, you can't afford me
I'm not what I seem...never look back at me"
It's racing through my head, and I know that its not coming out
I long for it to go away, but it won't no matter how loud I shout
Tears won't heal it, else won't cut it
I don't know how long this will last, how I need to rid of it
"Don't look back at me, I'm not what you need
I'm always hurting, you can't afford me
I'm not what I seem...never look back at me"
I question reality
But rationalizations not what I need
Christs never seemed so far away, but I've never been so weary
Ever so stubborn, your hands are there to save me,
Though these scars won't go way
You did this for me
