Forgive Me

I made a mistake
I know our friendship is at stake
I did not mean to err
I just want you to know that I really do care
It hurts me to realize
That I am the cause for the hurt u feel inside
I hate myself so much,
I confide
I know no words can heal
I know it is almost gone for real,
The friendship we had, no more a big deal
If u ever look back
And find it in your heart to accept me back,
It will be the greatest gift,
The one I yearn for
To mend the drift.
I wish you will forgive me,
I wish you will care
But I know it would not be the same,
Life is just not fair.