Beauty of his eyes

So beautiful was my sunrise
the dusty color of your eyes
but soon they turned to shards of glass
misery in their melodious laugh
why do I now feel betrayed?

Fallen i have on the side of the street
the bubbles of blood for each heartbeat
iridescent rainbows floating high
I can only yearn for the sky
even my wings leave me behind

My mouth nothing but a whispered thought
laughter is forgotten as well as for what I fought
from this battle there has been no gain
oh why does it hurt, this pain?
I thought love was like a song

Why can't I hear the call of birds?
the only relief from your words
like a harsh wind in the silence
how can you hurt me without violence?
a puppet on a string

A neverending fence of barbed wire
surrounds me, burning red with fire
I've trapped myself in my own mind
or was it you? memory I cannot find
all I know is that I cry

Insanity of broken smiles
the bliss of darkness for awhile
eternal game of hide and seek
please don't find me, do not peek
I hide in my own shadow

A flowing beauty of dark brown
in your eyes only I can drown
my tortured mind immune to lies
how beautiful is the sunrise
a dark hole in the sky