A shattered dream, a living nightmare

Can't help to let my eyes wander
over to your sleeping form.
What made you choose me?
Out of all the other boys that wanted you.
Your beautiful and graceful,
Full of love and peace.
Your eyes a dreamy blue color,
When you stare up at me.
My golden-blue gaze lingers longer
To your softly breathing chest.
My eyes flutter closed and...
The dream is shattered and broken on the floor.
The words came so long ago from your lips,
Yet they still hurt as if they were said today.
" I don't love you anymore. You were just a fling, some fun on the side you know?"
A fling on the side
True love shattered
You said so many horrible things
I thought I knew you
But I guess not
THe pain won't go away
You were my first and only love
Only boy I ever loved
And you knew it, and used it against me.
Today is a different day
Though yesterdays pain is still open
If I only knew
I would have never fallen in love with you.