You were gone...

You had gone for good,
And it had been a long time.
But i started to think that,
Loving you was like paying for a crime.

I always knew we had no future,
Which you weren't to blame for.
But having your thoughts haunt,
My heart and mind was a pain so raw.

I wished I could just give up on you,
I'd tried my hardest to make it all end.
I tried not to think of you not to care,
But that wasn't true and I could no longer pretend.

I tried thinking back to how it was,
Trying to remember of all the bad times.
And thinking back I could see it coming,
If only I had recognized the signs.

When I was with you I didn't think,
That being apart would be so hard.
But when you went I realised how much,
Feelings I had for you my heart wasn't made of card.

There was so much I had to say to you,
But you weren't there to hear me.
I wished that you could've ended,
Things properly so I could be free.

It was very hard for me to let go,
My heart was smashed into a million pieces.
All I wanted to do was to get it all out of head,
To start again and iron out all the creases.

And now it's been a long time and,
Ive come a long way, it's all ended.
I'm over you and ready to start again,
There maybe a few cracks but my heart is mended.

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