Our eyes met,
And my heart skipped a beat.
I thought it couldn’t happen,
I thought guys would just leave.
That’s what happened,
The last time I trusted.
I fell too hard,
I made a mistake.
I let him in,
Way too deep.
So he slashed me good,
Right through the heart.
But it came alive again,
At our relationships start.
I can feel it coming on,
The fights and misunderstandings.
You aren’t going to get me,
But I’m so sick of endings.
You’re the beginning of a new mistake.
A new day filled with rain.
But I welcome you,
Come along with the pain.
Cause I’m sick of being numb.
I’m so sick of being fake.
So come light me on fire,
It’ll give me a break.
I love you,
I hate you,
Please be someone who’ll leave.
Because you’re to perfect to find out,
The problems that I keep…
Keep hidden deep,
In the corner of my heart.
In the blackest of depths,
I know its not smart.
But no one understands,
No one ever will.
Because my trust died,
The day that I was killed.
The part of me that comes alive,
When you’re in my space.
The part of me that lights up,
When I hear your name.
