Never Say Goodbye

Here I am
Covered with my blood
Laying on my bed
Waiting for my time to be up.

Feeling dizzy,
Not like myself,
My mouth is dry,
My eyes are heavy.

My heart is beating slow,
My body is only shaking,
My breath is getting shorter,
My head is really pounding.

Now I am only waiting,
I want this to hurry up.
I want to be at peace,
And finally be free.

It won't take long now,
I can feel it creeping up.
I know I am prepared to die,
But never to say goodbye.