Why couldnt you.

How can someone feel like its not important enough,
to tell someone the "love" the honest truth.
How can someone feel like they can wait another day,
yet the darkness takes away my youth.
It's changed the way i live my life,
i guess you finally got your way.
The anger is boiling inside,
i loath you everyday.
I need to be told why it was that you didnt call,
to tell me for yourself.
I need to know why it was that you didnt think at all,
that i wouldn't need to know.
I feel that part of you swirling inside my veins,
it hurts to even think.
My rage for you burns and boils high,
almost to the brink.
I need to get you out of my thoughts,
get on with my so called life.
I'll never be able to feel ok,
never feeling just quite right.