Pain relief

Getting angry, don't know what to do
This isn't your fault, it's not because of you
I can feel it pressing against my skin
A pain rising deep from within

Ive become used to the pain
The way the blood pours again and again
I don't feel anything
No words describe this feeling

Can't get through this on my own
Can't face it all alone
I need some one to help me stand
I need you to hold my hand

I don't know what I'm doing
All I know is it's not just me I'm hurting
But it just come as a way to end my grief
A short sharp pain relief