My Sweetest Suicide

This is my sweetest suicide
It will prove all I spoke was true
All those b***hes who said I was attention seeking
THIS SUICIDE, this ones for you
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All those times I cut myself
And in you I would confide
The only rule was not to tell
That rule you did not abide
...
I understand that you were scared
And didn't know what else to do
But you could have asked me to explain
And reveal it all to you
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But now instead you told that person
The one who'd tell my mum
As if she hasn't enough to deal with
How could you be so dumb?
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All the previous times I've attempted
This time I will not fail
And unlike those times I bottled out
This chance I will not bail
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So this is my sweetest suicide
The one you said I'd never do
Well I guess I've proved you wrong
So THIS suicide is for you

inspired by a great poem by a great poet