Lost in hell

Curled up in the corner, i bleed alone,
crying my tears of sorrow in the shadows
there is no way shown....

im lost in this hell,
afraid and scared, i bleed from within
im so weak...can you tell?

the sadness weighs in inside,
all the happiness cries,
as the essence of my heart dies....

my chest hurts as i take small breaths,
my tears sting my eyes,
i have no more strength left.

i wait here for the devil so he can take my soul,
i deserve to be tortured
throw me in the firey hole,

i dont care about myself anymore,
cant you see?
cant you see how my eyes pour??

im the angel, you all took advantage of,
i gave you all i had,
and you took all my love.

gave nothing in return,
so hear my peircing screams
as my flesh burns

smile and laugh as i scream in pain,
watch me fall,
beware...i will rise again......

idk, just to people who've taken advantage of me.....people who say im the sweet nice guy, yet they stab my back.......and this poem is for myself...for how much a hate myself....if i die one day...dont remember me as the nice guy...