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What is it? Why?
What distresses you so?
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They're gone. This much you do really know

The tears flow too freely Why?
Your heart crumbles then shatters all over again
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It's true only you and your girls remain

The searing pain of loss Why?
Three long lonely years have passed
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Surely release from all consuming grief could come at last

The emptiness; the loss; the yearning Why?
Well what do you expect? What do you do?
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All logic thought tells you that it's all okay too.

Can't seem to function in my head Why?
It is what it is. It's that simple for you
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Just want to give up but that's not what you do.

No comforting arms no soul mate just for you Why?
Doing it totally alone seems what is left for you
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I guess this is what life must be for you

Sinking; slipping into the depths Why?
How often must you drag yourself back and give it one last try
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You know you have done it. You have gotten by

No comfort from friends or close family Why?
They can't possibly heal that whole in your heart
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Get a grip - Don't want to - Can't face it - It's easy just start

No use pondering, just accept, don't ask why
Could be worse. You really are not so totally alone
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You can do this - You need to - if you have to just pick up the phone

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The nightmare just goes on and on.