This is such a deep heartfelt write Nat. It shows how much you love and care about your family, the closeness you share and when one is troubled all can feel it. I feel the pain within your words, I too am troubled when my family is troubled as well, so I understand. I do hope that the Lord above hears your prayers and answers them for you. A very loving, beautiful heartfelt write and may you and yours find peace soon. Hugs and love to ya.