Why as I try harder to fix what has happened?
That we grow farther apart
I sit here crying and wondering
Why this has all happened but I never can find the answer.
I try to talk to you and learn what has become of our friendship
You say I am worthless
That I am not even worth your time
Words sink in and I realize what you have said
I look to you and as I try to say something
My mouth just forms nothingness
Tears streak down the sides of my face
The rip in my heart has grown even bigger
The feelings we once had are gone
Nothing I do can bring that back now
Why is it that now I worthless?
As more tears and sadness come upon me
I realize that there is nothing left
That every person I have trusted and love has abandoned me
My family saying I am nothing since I cannot amount to my brother
The girl who said she would always be there for me
Saying that I am not even worth her time to talk to
Why do I cry for her still?
If I am so worthless then why am I still here?
The torment that I once felt has returned again
I thank you all for just continuously showing me how little you care about me
Yet I still wonder
Why am I worthless?
