Some day

My heart is burning from the tears
My eyes so tired of crying,
My soul ripped apart with your words
And my friendships are all expiring.

My trust no more then dirt
To cover the ground you tread,
My feelings and emotions
Once again are ripped to shreds.

My life so full of pain
I fail to see past perfect lies,
My strength once again tested
There is a lot hidden behind these eyes.

My forgiveness you have already
I can not hate you for things you said,
As hurtful as it all did seem
I accept your intentions were misread.

I am piled high in peoples lies
Full of deceit and mistakes,
No one is really who they seem
My life so full of fakes.

Still searching for that someone
Who is really worth my trust,
I am over all these games
It was not love, just lust.

I do no just want a companion,
I need someone on whom I can depend,
No more associates, no more lies
I want a loyal and true friend.

My respect for you was immense
My trust for you, sky high
And I never thought that you would
Be the one to make me cry.

I do not like vulnerability
To have myself put out like that,
I do not like showing myself to someone
When all they do it throw it back.

I just hope that you can see
That through all of this chocking mist,
I did trust and deeply care for you
That my feelings did truly exist.

And although I do not hate you
You lost something hard to gain,
My trust takes a long time to capture
And my heart is much the same.

So for all the tears I cried for you
And the pieces I threw away,
I hope that we can mend this mess
And build what we had once more, some day.