Now That I Lost You..You Need To Know

This is gonna surprise you
something you never expected
a secret i kept deep inside
i planned to keep it undetected

a secret you wanted badly to hear
but i never gave you the chance
i acted so stupid and dumb
convincing you there was no romance

but now that i lost you
and broke your heart
you need to know my secret
i have loved you from the start

i know i didn't show it
and yes i never told you before
but if i don't love you
then tell me why these tears are for

you say I'm hurting you daily
i swear i never meant to
i loved you so dearly
how come i ever hurt you

i know it's not your fault
i don't blame you for what happened today
the problems are all in me
I'm the one who kept pushing you away

it just hurts me to know
that i will not be able to hear your voice
i want to build a home with you
so sad,now i don't have the choice

i loved you,i lost you
there is no need now to pretend
i need you,i will miss you
from here to no end

you were a special part in my life
too bad,you will never knew
that once upon a time
i did fall for you