I Never Had Anyone To Push Me.

by ABake   Jan 18, 2008


Another sad love song is blaring through these speakers,
The story behind the song is another reminder of why I feel like this;
Scattered photographs are now shredded all over this tiled floor-
Broken glass and a million old love notes that no longer hold meaning,
Sitting in the middle of our memories I am close to breaking down;
As much as I desperately want to throw it all away- I just can't...

The after taste of your love is how can you say it- bitter sweet,
Just in case you might care here is an update on how I am doing...
Seems nothing has changed, still laying where you left us;
Still waiting for that doorbell to make it's annoying little ding,
It might just prove I am still alive, but chances are I'm not-

Feels like I am watching a movie of our memories, it's on repeat;
There are places where it skips or that could just be my heart...
My head is pounding and the sound of your voice is saying "It's over"
These walls keep getting smaller and my helpless nos grow louder-
Those daggers or as you call them words hit my heart pretty hard,
So darling, tell me, just tell me, what exactly am I to do now?

For once in my life I had someone push me, and oh it hurts like hell;
You still say you never pushed me, I tripped on a rock and fell,
Well if I tripped it must of been on your lies not a rock sweetie-
We should stick to our own stories [that's not really what I want]
If only you would pay attention to at least one of my favorite songs,
They are saying every word I have always been scared to say...

I am still lying where you left me, I know your never coming back...
But hun, just remember I never had anyone to push me [but you]

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  • 9 years ago

    by Viola

    "Feels like I am watching a movie of our memories, it's on repeat;
    There are places where it skips or that could just be my heart..."

    ^I am amzed again. You seem to have a way with words. These are lines that I am very sure many people feel, as do I at this moment. I feel like I am inside this poem, I feel every line. It's incredible.

    Such a beautiful poem. I LOVE it once again. keep it up! =]
    --Viola

  • 9 years ago

    by Blissful

    The first stanza just had me hooked. Its imagery was effective and had me wanting more ...

    "Those daggers or as you call them words hit my heart pretty hard,"
    ^ ummm can you say WOW. I have never read anything like that before. That line just made the poem perfect for me. Well done.

    Your emotions were so deep and real that the descriptions really hit home with me because it was easy for me to relate with.

    Each one of your poems takes me to a different place which is why I enjoy your work so much. Another amazing piece hun.

    *5/5*

  • 9 years ago

    by Roxy

    The first stanza makes the reader continue reading but when I hit these stanza's :

    Feels like I am watching a movie of our memories, it's on repeat;
    There are places where it skips or that could just be my heart...
    My head is pounding and the sound of your voice is saying "It's over"
    These walls keep getting smaller and my helpless nos grow louder-
    Those daggers or as you call them words hit my heart pretty hard,
    So darling, tell me, just tell me, what exactly am I to do now?

    For once in my life I had someone push me, and oh it hurts like hell;
    You still say you never pushed me, I tripped on a rock and fell,
    Well if I tripped it must of been on your lies not a rock sweetie-
    We should stick to our own stories [that's not really what I want]
    If only you would pay attention to at least one of my favorite songs,
    They are saying every word I have always been scared to say...

    I just completly blanked out!! They're so deep but yet so I cant explain it -.- Let just say you used to most simple words to tell a complicated story..If that makes any sense! xxxx mwah xxx

  • 9 years ago

    by EssenceOfLace

    Another amazing piece.
    although my only thought is for this line
    "The after taste of your love is how can you say it- bitter sweet"
    i think it would flow much better, and people would read it better as
    "The after taste of your love is, how can you say it?- bitter sweet"
    mainly since you asked a question, there should be a question mark.
    but i loved it
    5/5

  • 9 years ago

    by Finalgravedigger

    Love such a cruel thing it seems nice poem i kinda reminds me of my ex always trying to find someone to blame 5/5