Tears Lasting a Lifetime

Sometimes crying is all I know how to do
Reminiscing on the past
Remembering the fights I've had with you

I read sad poems all day long
I cry and think of you
It all seems so wrong

I wonder are you feeling the way I feel
Or am I alone *again*
When it comes to this whole ordeal

Tear after tear fallen down my face
No one to run to
I'm trapped in this place

My eyes aching
Body weak
My heart breaking

Only way out for me is to cry
I'm not suicidal
But today I feel ready to die

The pain and words I didn't mean to say
Streaming down my cheeks
Each drop falling farther away

My whole day spent laying in bed
My pillow soaked from my tears
The thought of you in my head...