Beautifully Broken~

A glimpse from my own blue eyes can bring back the very essence of my life.
Staring right back at me, they glow with oppressive fear
Provoking all the memories that occurred at one time

Vexingly empty inside complaining to my heart
I hope to forget it all some day
And escape from the endless dark

I'm so fatally weak I'm driven to cry
Feeling completely overwhelmed
Just by the sight of my own eyes

They're as blue as his written in black and white
Only to resemble the truth
Him being someone I never wanted to look anything like

These eyes should be gorgeous, hand made by God Himself
But I see only my father in my reflection
Leaving them beautifully broken as far as I can tell

I hope to only grow stronger from this pain forever locked inside
And one day be able to be okay
Leaving me complete with perfect blue eyes
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I have my daddy's eyes...and I'm ashamed. i want nothing2 do w/ him. So i hope to be content w/ What God has made of me..instead of seeing him.