Sick n Tired

I'm sick and tired of being treated like a worthless piece of nothing. I'm sick and tired of being abused by the lies and secrets being told to me. sick and tired of the way people i know or don't know, look at me, talk to me and talk about me. sick and tired of the unfairness and the bias. I'm sick and tired of being looked down upon as the world's inferior. and I'm sick and tired of taking people's orders just to make them happy, without getting anything in return, not even satisfaction. i am sick and tired of wasting my sweat and tears on people that don't even care about me. sick and tired of even caring about people that don't care about me. I'm sick and tired of feeling unimportant and inessential to life. sick and tired of people taking advantage of me. and i am mostly sick and tired of always having to stand up and take the crap that people throw at me. and I'm sick and tired of having to get used to this shit and having to hide how i feel about it. I'm sick and tired of being locked up in this hell i call home. I'm sick and tired of never being granted any privileges, benefits, freedom, or even comfort. sick and tired of people making me have to question the purpose of life. I'm sick and tired of people making me think i deserve this. because i don't. and if I'm worth anything at all, I'm worth more than this. I'm not a s**t like they say. I'm not a wh**e like they say. I'm not useless and I'm not worthless and I'm not the world's inferior. but because of these people, i am a b***h, but i don't really care, because I'm just sick and tired