Suicide Note part 1

To whom it may concern.

Here you find my letter,
My heart spilled on this page,
All my thoughts, my anger,
I'm only 18 years of age.

Never did I belong here,
And never did any one see,
Just how bad I hurt inside,
No one notices me.

Always the bullied, the beaten one,
My hatred for myself so great,
With every time I was abused,
Slowly I started to break.

My mind started to hate me,
I turned against myself,
Shut inside my blacked out room,
Damaging my health.

Shane, I hope that one day,
You will be treated the same,
Head aching, body breaking,
Blood running down the drain.

Kat, I hope you realize,
Just what you did that day,
I hope he breaks your bones as well,
I know one day you'll pay.

Darren, just know this,
I've never loved anyone quite so much,
Left me longing needing you,
I awaited every touch.

Sharon, I'm so sorry that,
I never said goodbye,
But now I hope to join you,
Are you waiting in the sky?

Sara, ill always love you,
The greatest girl of all,
Saved me when I was wilting,
You helped me stand up tall.

Mum, we were too alike,
Our minds clashed from time to time,
I lied to you about many things,
Like when I said 'Im fine'

Daddy, we weren't the best of friends,
But I loved you through and through,
Whenever I was hurting,
I'd always turn to you.

Naomi, I know I'm different,
And I hope somewhere you know,
You were always my favorite sister,
Though id never let it show.

Nana, finally I come to you,
8 years ago, you left,
I hope that now we are reunited,
As I prepare for my last breath.