Revealing the scars of my heart

Many aching scars
And painful wounds left without healing
That is what life offered me
I thought that holding the sorrow in my soul is the only hope
But I was wrong
Because my heart embraced this torture
And locked on it deep inside
And when it was time to let go
The pain got worse
Cause I had to give up my heart
And I couldn't
And that is the story of losing you
You thought I didn't trust you but your the only one I believed in
you thought I was too mysterious but that is only cause I couldn't show you the reality of myself
Cause she is full of grief and mourning
How can I tell you what is inside my heart when I don't even know it
you thought I was lying when I said I loved you but your the only one who knocked me down in this affection
How did I allow myself to lose you?
But it just wasn't like me to fall for someone
And it wasn't like anyone to care for this lonesome girl
But you did and I didn't
And that is the story of my flaws
It was the misery that blinded my heart
And the burden that concealed my feelings of love and adoration
It was the desolation that kept me safe and now it is the only thing that aches
How can I go on now and solitary is taking over my life
Come back to me and help me unlock this heart of mine
Before I drown in this everlasting crime
The crime of letting you go and then missing you so
And if you come back I promise you that I will shout with every beat of my heart that I will love you through all of my life
And prove that this love isn't going to be just another agony in my life